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Monday, 7 April 2014

j4

http://www.jstor.org.eproxy2.lib.hku.hk/stable/10.2307/1397409?Search=yes&resultItemClick=true&searchText=artha&searchText=meaning&searchUri=%2Faction%2FdoBasicResults%3FQuery%3Dartha%2Bmeaning%26amp%3Bprq%3Dartha%26amp%3Bhp%3D100%26amp%3Bacc%3Don%26amp%3Bwc%3Don%26amp%3Bfc%3Doff%26amp%3Bso%3Drel%26amp%3Bracc%3Doff%26amp%3Bsi%3D101
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j3

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http://www.jstor.org.eproxy2.lib.hku.hk/stable/10.2307/1399492?Search=yes&resultItemClick=true&searchText=artha&searchText=meaning&searchUri=%2Faction%2FdoBasicResults%3FQuery%3Dartha%2Bmeaning%26amp%3Bprq%3Dartha%26amp%3Bhp%3D100%26amp%3Bacc%3Don%26amp%3Bwc%3Don%26amp%3Bfc%3Doff%26amp%3Bso%3Drel%26amp%3Bracc%3Doff%26amp%3Bsi%3D101
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j2

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j1

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Thursday, 20 February 2014

科学家证实佛门咒语有神奇的力量

2014-02-15 如一斋

佛法的力量妙不可言,咒语的效果难以度计,六字大明咒的神奇威力,会随着你不断持咒的精进,越来越大,这是真实不虚的。不但被历代高僧大德所推崇,也被无数的信众所验证。

但是,以前从来没有接触过佛法的朋友中,很多人可能对咒语的功效持怀疑态度;更有人认为持咒只不过是一种心理暗示而已。那么,咒语是否有科学依据?它的力量到底来源于哪里?其实,美国科学家已经用科学实验,验证了咒语神奇的效果,它确实会对我们人体产生作用。

咒语是一种制控声波
近几年国外一些科研机构与科学家都在研究咒语,现在比较公认的结论是:咒语是一种制控声波,具有一切声波的特点:

①穿透性。它的速度为每秒钟332米,可以穿过固体、液体和气体。在遇到密度很大的障碍物,会产生折射,根据不同的密度,会相应地改变传播方向。

②与温度有关。当温度升高(或下降)一度时,吐音声速每秒增大(或减少)0.6米。

③声压。声压的大小反映了声调的高低,当声音超过某一最大值时,在耳中会引起触痛感,还可使人血压升高,听觉受到损伤,出现病态;正常范围内,则使人心情畅达,智慧闪现。

④频率越大,音调越高,频率越小,音调越低。人耳能听见的频率范围是20-20000赫。使人悦耳的乐音多在40~40000赫的频率之间。

⑤声波的震动,可产生共鸣现象,发生音谐。

咒语声波会改善身体生理指标

显然气咒法可以理解为利用声波的穿透性、折射性,带动内气行走,达到意到声到气到。以意领气,以意催声,声气结合,形成一股强大的浑沌气流,达到特种的疗效。

尤其是次声波频率在 0.0001-20Hz之间的字音,就能够在人体内传播,穿透体内病态组织(细胞)内,使病灶组织内闭塞的血管重新开放,并推动其血液流动,从而改善病态组织内的血液循环。

在长期的修持下,念诵咒语就会形成一股强大的气流,这种音频气流会使身体气脉产生震动,除血流速度加大以外,血液粘稠度会下降,血球悬浮,这就给血液及血液中的氧气、负离子、吞噬细胞、免疫球蛋白等物质,向病变组织内输送创造了有利条件,为肌体抵御疾病创造了有利条件,从而使病变组织(细胞)恢复为正常细胞。

默想咒语大脑会出现脑磁图

美国密苏里大学研究咒语的奥妙
美国密苏里大学的科学家们,主要是从咒语和脑电波、脑磁场的关系角度,研究咒语的作用机理与效果。他们的研究取得了重要成果,其中最惊人的发现是“咒语会产生脑磁图”。

在默想一个咒语时,可以从不接触被试者的上,测到一个相对应的脑磁图。

研究人员让测试者默想一些咒语,同时用不与测试者身体接触的“超导磁强计”,来观察测试者大脑电波磁场。结果令他们十分震惊:当测试者默想咒语时,“超导磁强计”测到一个相对应的脑磁图。他们分别测试了27个不同的咒语,得到了27个不同的脑磁图。

测了27个词语,就发出了27个词语的脑磁图
这个实验证明,咒语的力量不只是来源于念诵时产生的声波,当我们默想时,依旧会产生磁场力量。可见意念也是物质能量的一种表现形式。

中国圣贤教育认为,命由心造,心存善念就可以改变我们的命运。这个实验或许能证明心念对我们身体的影响,但为何这些咒语具有其他词汇所不具有的强大磁场力量,还有待更进一步的科学研究。

念咒可以让人体气脉震动
近年来,美国密苏里大学研究人员在研究咒语和脑电波,脑磁场的关系,取得长足的前进。他们惊人地发现,当人在默想一个咒语时,可以从不接触被试者的超导磁强计上,测到一个相对应的脑磁图。


于藏区中,经常可见左手持念珠,右手转吉祥如意转经轮(轮中装有“嗡嘛呢呗美吽”的咒文),口中喃喃念诵着六字大明咒的人们。有人认为这只是宗教的行为,其实即使是不信佛的人,如果能经常心无旁骛地念诵,体质也会逐渐增强。这其中的原理并没有什么神秘,生命在于运动,而念诵咒语也是一种运动。

“嗡嘛呢呗美吽”的咒文是一切文字和声言的精华
声音是由于震动产生的,咒语的健身功能就在于能够使身体内的气脉产生震动。我们每个人体内都有一个内在的能量系统,六字真言,一字一音,各有所属,针对人体相应的部位,从上到下,层次分明:

“嗡”其声发自生法宫,沿任脉上升至喉部,张口微聚,有“嗡嗡”之声,其声上头震动整个头部,充于七窍,如有目疾,则睁眼出气;如有耳疾,则震耳治之;如有鼻病,可掩一耳出气;如头部有病,则引气上头,再向下出气。“嗡”音遍满一切处。宇宙中最根本的频率就是嗡音,宇宙中的所有发音物体,所发出的音频,充满各处,其共振的音频,就是嗡音。念诵嗡音的频率,可以使人体产生共振,嗡音又为天部音,以此音可以调动宇宙的原始生命能量。

“嘛”字是开口喉音,发音时,唇先合后开,声振喉部,天突发麻,波及两臂,以至两掌心部发麻,可治疗喉炎、咳嗽、肩周炎、两臂部等疾病。

“呢”字舌尖音,注于心,心地光明,发此音时,声振于胸,反射双掌,劳宫发麻。治疗心悸、胸决闷、肺病、高血压及横膈以上的内脏疾病。

“呗”是唇音,口先闭后开,内气自气海达于命门,命门及脊均有温热之感,治腰肾、脊椎等病。

“美”发音时口微开,舌下音,声向下,内气沿带脉转动,小腹有振动感,主治三焦病,肝、肠、腹等病。

“吽”(也可读作“吽舍”两声连发),吽字引气上行,至喉部即向下,气沿身体前部及双腿下行,直达涌泉,主治腿痛、关节等病。这种震动好比是在做“气脉的体操”,气脉通畅则血行通常,气血调和则百病消除,所以经常念诵六字真言发声法从健身方面说,是防病、治病、延年益寿的功法。

Wednesday, 31 July 2013

Neuroscientists and the Dalai Lama Swap Insights on Meditation


An encounter with His Holiness the Dalai Lama and the scientific study of meditation

Knowledge can be communicated, but not wisdom. One can find it, live it, do wonders through it, but one cannot communicate and teach it.
This line from Herman Hesse's 1922 novelSiddhartha came unbidden to me during a recent weeklong visit to Drepung Monastery in southern India. His Holiness the Dalai Lama had invited the U.S.-based Mind and Life Institute to familiarize the Tibetan Buddhist monastic community living in exile in India with modern science. About a dozen of us—physicists, psychologists, brain scientists and clinicians, leavened by a French philosopher—introduced quantum mechanics, neuroscience, consciousness and various clinical aspects of meditative practices to a few thousand Buddhist monks and nuns. As we lectured, we were quizzed, probed and gently made fun of by His Holiness, who sat beside us [see photograph above]. We learned as much from him and his inner circle—such as from his translator, Tibetan Jinpa Thupten, who has a doctorate in philosophy from the University of Cambridge, and from the French monk Matthieu Ricard, who holds a Ph.D. inmolecular biology from the Pasteur Institute in Paris—as they and their brethren from us.
What passed between these representatives of two distinct intellectual modes of thinking about the world were facts, data—knowledge. That is, knowledge about the more than two-millennia-old Eastern tradition of investigating the mind from the inside, from an interior, subjective point of view, and the much more recent insights provided by empirical Western ways to probe the brain and its behavior using a third-person, reductionist framework. What the former brings to the table are scores of meditation techniques to develop mindfulness, concentration, insight, serenity, wisdom and, it is hoped, in the end, enlightenment. These revolve around a daily practice of quiet yet alert sitting and letting the mind settle before embarking on a specific program, such as “focused attention” or the objectless practice of generating a state of “unconditional loving-kindness and compassion.” After years of daily contemplative exercise—nothing comes easily in meditation—practitioners can achieve considerable control over their mind.
Twelve years of schooling, four years of college and an even longer time spent in advanced graduate training fail to familiarize our future doctors, soldiers, engineers, scientists, accountants and politicians with such techniques. Western universities do not teach methods to enable the developing or the mature mind to become quiet and to focus its considerable powers on a single object, event or train of thought. There is no introductory class on “Focusing the Mind.” And this is to our loss!
From introspection, we are all familiar with the mental clutter, the chatter that makes up our daily life. It is a rapid fire of free associations, of jumping from one image, speech fragment or memory to the next. Late-night lucubrations are particularly prone to such erratic zigzagging. Focusing on a single line of argument or thought requires deliberate, laborious and conscious effort from which we flee. We prefer to be distracted by external stimuli, conversations, radio, television or newspapers. Desperate not to be left alone within our mind, to avoid having to think, we turn to our constant electronic companions to check for incoming messages.
Yet here we had His Holiness, a 77-year-old man, who sat during six days, ramrod straight for hours on end, his legs tucked under his body, attentively following our arcane scholarly arguments. I have never experienced a single man, and an entire community, who appeared so open, so content, so happy, constantly smiling, yet so humble, as these monks who, by First World standards, live a life of poverty, deprived of most of the things we believe are necessary to live a fully realized life. Their secret appears to be mind control.
Among the more extreme cases of mind control is the self-immolation of the Vietnamese Buddhist monk Thich Quang Duc in 1963 to protest the repressive regime in South Vietnam. What was so singular about this event, captured in haunting photographs that are among the most readily recognized images of the 20th century, was the calm and deliberate nature of his heroic act. While burning to death, Duc remained throughout in the meditative lotus position. He never moved a muscle or uttered a sound, as the flames consumed him and his corpse finally toppled over.
I am filled with utter bewilderment in the face of this singular event and would have found it difficult to accept as real, were it not captured in the testimony of hundreds of onlookers, including jaundiced journalists with their cameras.
Brain Basis of Mind Control
A step toward a brain-based explanation of this extraordinary phenomenon comes from a recent scanning experiment by Fadel Zeidan, Robert C. Coghill and their colleagues at the Wake Forest School of Medicine. Fifteen volunteers were recruited to lie in a scanner while a small metal plate was attached to their right calf. As its temperature varied from pleasant (near body temperature) to painful (49 degrees Celsius), subjects had to rate both pain intensity and pain unpleasantness of the noxious stimulus. Predictably, the hot probe triggered increased hemodynamic activity in structures that are known to be involved in pain processing, such as the primary and secondary somatosensory cortices that represent the leg, as well as more frontal structures, the anterior cingulate cortex and the insula. Subsequently, the volunteers underwent four days of 20 minutes' daily practice of mindfulness meditation involving focused attention or the Buddhist mind-calming practice calledshamatha. In the latter, the practitioner focuses attention on the changing sensations of her breath, noting thoughts, pictures and memories as they arise from their inner source, but without any emotional engagement. This exercise frees her to quickly disengage from them to return attention to monitoring her breathing.
Practicing mindfulness during the noxious stimulation reduced the unpleasantness of the pain by a whopping 57 percent and its intensity by 40 percent. And this after only minimal training (four times the 20 minutes). Of course, it is a far cry from attenuating the unthinkable agony of burning to death, but still. Mindfulness exerts its effect by promoting a sense of detachment and by reducing the subjectively experienced saliency of the heated metal plate. Yet how does it work in the brain?
Pain-related activity in the primary and secondary somatosensory cortices was reduced by the meditation. Those subjects who experienced the greatest reduction in the intensity of their pain had the largest increase of activity in their right insula and both sides of their anterior cingulate cortices. Subjects with the greatest reduction of the unpleasantness of the pain—which is what most people care about—exhibited the greatest activation of regions in the orbitofrontal cortex and the largest reduction in the thalamus (gating the incoming sensory information).
Think of mindfulness, think of all meditations, as mental skills to control emotions and to shape the impact that external events, such as sight, sound or heat, have on the sensory brain. Select prefrontal regions in the practitioner's brain reach all the way down to the thalamus to reduce the flood of incoming information from the periphery, leading to a lessening of the pain. These skills to steer the mind are not magical, otherworldly or transcendental. They can be learned by sufficiently intensive practice. The only question is whether our instruments are always sufficiently sensitive to pick up their footprints in the brain.
In 2008 Richard J. Davidson and his group at the University of Wisconsin–Madison published a classic study with the active participation of Ricard and other Buddhist monks. The cognitive scientists fitted skullcaps with 128 electroencephalographic (EEG) electrodes to the heads of eight long-term Buddhist practitioners and 10 student volunteers. The former were asked to attain a state of “unconditional loving-kindness and compassion” (a form of meditation that does not focus on a single object and is sometimes referred to as “pure compassion”), whereas the volunteers thought about somebody he or she deeply cared about and then tried to generalize these feelings to all sentient beings.
The onset of meditation in the monks coincided with an increase in high-frequency EEG electrical activity in the so-called gamma band (spanning 25 to 42 oscillations a second), which was synchronized across the frontal and parietal cortices. Such activity is thought to be the hallmark of highly active and spatially dispersed groups of neurons, typically associated with focusing attention. Indeed, gamma activity in these monks is the largest seen in nonpathological conditions and 30 times greater than in the novices. The more years the monks had been practicing meditation, the stronger the (normalized) power in the gamma band.
More important, even when the monks were not meditating, but simply quietly resting, their baseline brain activity was distinct from that of the students. That is, these techniques, practiced by Buddhists for millennia to quiet, focus and expand the mind—the interior aspect of the brain—had changed the brain that is the exterior aspect of the mind. And the more training they had, the bigger the effect.
Yet knowing about meditation and its effect on the brain is not the same as benefiting from it and not the same as achieving wisdom. So just like the young Siddhartha in Hesse's novel, I left the monastic community richer in knowledge about a different way to look at the world but continuing to strive.

This article was originally published with the title The Brain of Buddha.


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CHRISTOF KOCH is chief scientific officer at the Allen Institute for Brain Science in Seattle. He serves on Scientific American Mind's board of advisers.

(Further Reading)
Long-Term Meditators Self-Induce High-Amplitude Gamma Synchrony during Mental Practice. A. Lutz, L. L. Greischar, N. B. Rawlings, M. Ricard and R. J. Davidson inProceedings of the National Academy of Sciences USA, Vol. 101, No. 46, pages 16,369–16,373; November 16, 2004.
Buddha's Brain: Neuroplasticity and Meditation. R. J. Davidson and A. Lutz in IEEE Signal Processing Magazine, Vol. 25, No. 1, pages 174–176; January 1, 2008.
Brain Mechanisms Supporting the Modulation of Pain by Mindfulness Meditation. F. Zeidan, K. T. Martucci, R. A. Kraft, N. S. Gordon, J. G. McHaffie and R. C. Coghill in Journal of Neuroscience, Vol. 31, No. 14, pages 5540–5548; April 6, 2011.

Tuesday, 9 July 2013

非常人間:不嫁不拍拖 畫唐卡的女兒






張櫻琴(Kim)畫的東西十分小眾,叫唐卡。這個英國藝術名校畢業生,十年前一次西藏之行,看到一幅唐卡,大為觸動,接着遠赴尼泊爾習唐卡六年,矢志獻身這門冷門藝術。
記者:周燕 
攝影:林栢鈞 部份相片由受訪者提供

警世圖案嚇倒常人

唐卡是一種卷軸畫,最早出現於公元七至九世紀,畫中主角通常是諸佛、菩薩、護法神等等,宗教意識濃厚。祂們透過面容、法器、姿勢等傳遞訊息,每個圖案都有意思,例如菩薩代表慈悲,心臟代表欲望,經書代表智慧和知識等等。唐卡繪畫有四大派系,包括單狄、文娜、噶瑪迦底及古根巴,門外漢看唐卡,不是看不明白,就是被其警世圖案嚇倒。
唐卡畫師,由一塊樹葉畫起,經過數十百次上色,山山水水才生出輕巧的色彩漸變效果,月復月,年復年,才畫出一整幅畫來。Kim沉醉在這寧靜絢麗的藝術世界,而這世界,卻非常人所能明白,所以訪問前,她三番四次說唐卡很悶,一般讀者未必理解,並謂自己未必適合受訪。在我看來,這麼沉悶的事,竟能花掉她這美麗女孩六年光陰,更令她許下不談戀愛不結婚的承諾,那顯然並不是一件沉悶的事。

赴尼泊爾習畫六年

十年前,她從中央聖馬汀藝術設計學院(Central Saint Martins College of Art and Design)畢業不久,跟家人去西藏旅行,看到一個遊客手上一幅畫有壇城的唐卡。壇城,即佛教諸神的壇場和宮殿,她解釋:「壇城是一些幾何圖案,我沿着線條看,像是去到淨土般,像是進入禪修的境界。」她驚訝唐卡藝術比她修讀的平面設計有過之而無不及,「我讀設計,知道甚麼顏色配搭起來最奪目好看,那些唐卡,動輒有千年歷史,竟然如此懂得用色之道,顏色配搭可謂至潮至靚。」
就是這一眼之緣,驅使Kim遠赴尼泊爾加德滿都的Tsering Art School學習唐卡,起初只打算學習一兩個月,誰料一晃眼竟潛心六年作畫。媽媽是佛教徒,也很反對,覺得當唐卡畫師沒有將來,她又哄又騙:「我說去一個月就回來,呃呃騙騙就去了六年。」當時尼泊爾還在打仗,生活條件落後,更難捱的是,要一個藝術名校畢業生由幼兒班學起,學畫一塊樹葉,在畫板上反覆練習,畫足一星期,畫至線條流麗,左右對稱才收貨,然後再學畫蓮花、雲捲、佛像等等。未正式在畫布上繪畫之前,她得勤加練習,練習也不是在白紙上繪畫這麼簡單,一筆一劃都是工夫──先把竹枝劈開成小小一支,用刀仔削尖竹枝一頭,再用火燒一燒,就成為一支畫筆,畫筆有了,卻只可在塗滿酥油和撲滿石灰粉的畫板上練習,畫到有一定功力了,才可正式在畫布上繪畫。

一幅唐卡動輒畫數月

好了,苦練好基本功後,終於可以繪畫唐卡了。不過繪畫之前,還得先用木條搭起畫架,縫上畫布,連縫布用的繩也要畫師自己逐條逐條綑綁起來。Kim作畫近十年,但作品數目有限,因為畫一塊唐卡動輒數月,甚至需時一年,單是畫佛像背後的山水,已經要上色多遍,每次要薄薄塗一層顏色,才做出漸變效果。Kim:「畫西洋畫,是表達自己,畫是溝通渠道,但唐卡剛剛相反,要把感受鎖起來,一點也不可透露;要讓世界接受你,不是要你接受世界。」她信奉藏傳佛教中的白教,修習的唐卡派別叫噶瑪迦底,這畫派特色是細節精妙,顏色輕巧,以寬闊山水作背景,着重陰影效果,又傳承了印度傳統畫佛像的格式。
Kim畫的一幅六道輪迴圖,看在外人眼中可能感覺恐怖,在畜生道,掛上一頭頭被屠宰的動物;在地獄道,人飽受浴火之苦;在人間道,生老病死是苦,離別是苦,愛人也是苦,畫中的四臂觀音一臉慈悲,消除六道輪迴的痛苦。唐卡圖像常常把人嚇倒,只因為要借畫說教,「古代人好直接,不如我們現代人般兜大圈。」餓鬼不是用來嚇人,只是提醒眾生「吝嗇是種痛苦」,地獄也可解讀為「憤怒帶來的痛苦」。數年前,Kim在尼泊爾成立一所唐卡學校,去年更在中環舊樓辦了一個小小的「滿獅唐卡工作室」,推廣這門冷僻藝術,但她謝絕所有三分鐘熱度的客人,收錄的學生都是佛教徒,因為唐卡於她來說已經不是一門興趣,而是終身使命。去年,她更受了梵行居士戒,那是與比丘尼接近的誓言──她矢志獻身宗教,不談戀愛,也不結婚,「我找到一樣我應該做得好的事情。」這次,媽媽知道後哭了。

未繪畫先做畫布

畫唐卡,先要做好畫布,畫布做得不好就難以上色,只好作廢。
1.挑塊純棉布,用針線縫上竹竿,外圍加個木架,把棉布拉至繃緊。畫架四邊繩子,也要畫師自己親手穿上。
2.古人用獸皮,現代人用動物皮革,加石膏粉和水煮成奶白色溶液。
3.奶白色液體倒上棉布,重複用石頭和水打磨及曬乾。
4.待棉布全被填封,便可用來畫唐卡。

平時練習

學唐卡平靜內心

這門另類藝術竟吸引一班年輕女士來學,有白領,也有投資銀行的精英,共通點是她們大部份都是佛教徒,希望有天能親手畫一幅唐卡。在銀行工作的Anita不但不覺得唐卡圖案嚇人,反而看着唐卡時內心很平靜。任職環保機構的Amy:「結婚時,有個朋友親手畫了一幅唐卡給我,我覺得很特別,於是希望了解這門藝術。」翻看Amy的練習簿,調上各種顏色,原來先要了解各種用色,才能學畫各種唐卡常見圖案,畫簿上的圖像摩尼珠,是習畫以來的成果。

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